well here i am again
project all my insecurities
when i stand by the mirror
a boy who doesn't understand biology
at the end of this cat's eyes
dinner at 4pm's all she wants from me
i guess i've got no choice
but to drop another round of cash on therapy
so why keep pets close by
just to watch them die?
when we know their lives are fleeting
and all they want is to keep feeding and feeding
she's eating
behind me
i'm studying
my sheets
she's the only one who understands
i keep all this pressure between my hands
and sigh